Im 18 and split with my first love of 2 years in may, he was also 18.. Sounds wierd but he was my everything we went through some pretty rough things together and he was amazing to me and i was completly in love with him.. We split in may due to him thinking things wernt working and i was devastated.. At the time he split with me i was pregnant.. only me and him new.. and obviously as he wudnt talk to me i had to tell the parents etc.. it didnt go well at first , but then they came to terms with the fact its only me who can make the descion.. I became more and more down and depressed and i didnt know which descion to make.. Then 2 months later i suffrerd a misscarriage, the worst thing i have ver gone through in my life.. Plus some very narrow minded people decided to spread around i made the whole thing up which my ex decided to belive, even though he had seen and knows the truth!!!.. So i was dealing with the grief of that and the rumours.. Luckly my family where there for me at this horrible time.. Me and my ex havnt spoken since.. and that was 5 months ago, its killing me =[. I still see him most of the time as we live in a little town, and every time he drives past me or walks past he will always look at me. But i never look back because i just cant bring myself to. Im missing him alot lately for some reason and i really dont think im over him. I dont think he would ever talk to me again, as his mum hates me for what happened with getting pregnant and everytime i see his 22 year old brother i just get abuse in the street. I saw him in a shopping centre a few weeks back.. And the person he was with who is also friends with me said he shouted Omg shes there . . Its really getting to me, because part of me really wants to talk to him. But i know il proably end up looking stupid if he shows it to all his family etc.. if you get where im comeing from?.. I really dont know what to do, iv had a relationship since, and it seems all i think of is him. And it dsnt help that when he sees me he looks at me. I have lots of questions in my mind like. is he over me ?.. Does he look because he wants to talk?.. I just dont know what to do..--Answer1:Your rambling has nothing to do with small business.